from gf! <3

the card and the swatch watch. grins. thanks porksgh.

cooking half boiled eggs is a tough job.
i didn't know it is so hard.
:/

i thought just threw the eggs in while the water boil and waited for 3 mins and ta-daaah, ready to serve.
however when i cracked open the first egg, it was still uncooked.
porksgh said the eggs need at least 5 mins, not 3.
then i switched on the stove, and re-boiled the water with the remaining 2 eggs inside.
and i added too much dark soya sauce, it became all black, didnt even taste like eggs.

._________.

andandand damn, my cold sore is coming back.
)':

*ugh*


god, the loading speed is snail pace.
)':


initially i wanted to join my family for an early morning exercise at the newly built bridge.
and after the morning walk, they all decided to go JB!

but i woke up feeling giddy and nausea, hence, decided to stay at home instead of joining them.
sobb ler.
:(

sigh.

however, one thing did perk me up.
pork came over!
:]
he brought me food (because i was hungry again and was itching for corn chips) and came to do the router thing.

and i got bread and 2 chicken wings for dinner.
anyway, im still itching for the corn chips.
hurhurs.

despite settling the router thing, my shows are still loading quite slow.
is this due to weekend and the peak hours?

please say yes.

lousy starhub and blogger.
i re-typed this post due to some error in saving of the draft.

ok, back to my dinner and lusting of the corn chips.


gosh, what had i gotten myself into?
*eeeks*

i actually agreed to playing in swsyouth.
._____.
this is bad.

what is worst is that i agreed to go the previous time too, but in the end, i sort of forgot about the thing.
fine, i chickened out because my skill is so bad now that i might as well join the juniors and play i want to hold your hand.

*kill me please*

question: is agreeing to play a bad bad move?

i have forgotten mostly the scales, notes that are on the ledger line and the flats and sharps.
oh, my 'half bucket full of water' rhythm.
:/

im screwed.

i need some crash course on how to play well and secure a tiny seat in that band.

PS: for people who are lagging behind, yes, my gf (eliza) is going to UQ to study. i'll rant about how much i miss her when my hormones are thriving and active. now my mind is currently blank and full of the swsyouth thingy.
PPS: i dont really love saturday.


overnight, i guess my blog became popular for a certain group of people.

well, welcome & leave a tag if you want.
im pretty friendly ((:
when im not having any bitch fit.

weather been terrible lately.
is the earth dying or what?
why can't singapore just shift a tiny bit.
just a little away from the equator will do, maybe we won't have to get roasted so frequently.

without aircon, it makes sleeping at night so difficult.
even my eeyore bolster is protesting against the weather.
:/

PS: i need to get that notebook.


decided to head to concourse after our work because gf want to get some plastic to contain her loads of barang barang.

after dragging our feet there and especially under the hot sun, all we want is to step into the place and get some aircon.

but all we get is . . .

.________.

we travelled all the way there only to notice the whole place is vacant.
we were shocked/speechless/hopping mad/funny.
stood down there and laughed at our stupidity and roll our eyes.

okays, not much for today.
im off to antm-ing.

so, i'm updating now.

beware: a little image heavy :)

gf getting started with the flour

our hardwork starts here

i swear, baker must have strong muscles! this whisking action is ubber tiring.

promoting hershey's mini chocolate chips (actually it is a nice prop, LOL)

of course, must include some joy (camwhoring) while baking.

more more chocolate chips! chant: more more more...

our cute little lumps of raw dough :))

trying to keep the dough in small size is hard. pffft, mine kept getting bigger and bigger that i gotta deliberately use lesser dough (sry, im just generous, HAH!)

look satisfying hor?

poking them to see whether they are ready or not

*jang!* must take a photo with our end products

look yummy right??

(in reply to previous photo) of course laaa!

say 'ahhhh' .. *crunch & munch*

letting them to cool down

our messy table and equipments

to pork :D [photo courtesy of pork]
(smaller image cus me shy ler :X)

a list of things we done on 18th & 19th:

• **18th**
• bus-ed to esplanade
• admired fullerton hotel- night view is the nicest!
• saw merlion & chatted, while me trying to figure out the best time to give my 'contributions'
• walked backed to cathay
• mid night movie: chocolate - full of actions that made us all go 'wow!' oh, not to forget, the sexy mom
• went bugis guan yin temple prayed at 5am (fyi: vesak day)
• bus-ed home
• realised something dangling attached to my phone (:
• **19th**
• bus-ed to town
• walked a little and got conned to bugis
• finally succumb to his begging/persuasion (close to an hour)
• (was a tiny bit fun, i do admit. haha)
• fish&co for dinner (yums)
• walked a little and bought eeyore bolster (call me childish, i dont care :P)
• bus-ed home

that is all.
sweet memories.
not to say getting caught by xxx.

omg, i better stop here.
im writing more and more and more.
:X

byeeeeeee!

PS: grins, thanks for everything.
PPS: and this time round, it is REAL. no more accidental. *teehees*

what is the date today??
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19th of may.
teehees.

i'll update later.
:)

PS: eeyore&pooh and mickey&minnie do not click at all. :(


kimchi udon!
with prawns, crabstick, kimchi, udon and meat-which-i-initially-thought-it-was-chicken-but-it-was-actually-pork.

my ubber late lunch which i ate around 5 plus.
:X

it is edible, don't worry.

andandand roy, introduce me the job!!!
(i know you wont be reading this, haha!)

trust me, it's nice (:

gf bought me the eeyore that i mentioned in my previous post!!
omg, ubbbbber cute la.
:D

thanks gf! (((:

the eeyore is supposed to accompany me through my days of uni-less and ___________.
hahaha.
shhh, when it is time, i'll say.

so yesterday dr tan treated us for lunch!
sort of farewell lunch because we are ending our work here soon.
it is time to hunt for new job.
but but i will like to start around july or mid june because i want a break to stay at home and rot a little and catch up on my shows and my life.
(im not saying with work there is no life. hahahaha)
so, andrea, please note this point.

hees.

after the treat, went to hospital to check on my greatgrandmother then off to meet pork.
we had subway.
i want to shop & buy books!
i'm deprive.
:(

and i got caught by my brother while we were at the stairs there lahhh!

.________.

abit awkward.
hahah.
the whole stituation was a little funny.

alright, i gotta quickly publish this post.
gf is anxious to read.
hahah.
:D

PS: to pork: that was an accidental one!!


gf and i tried making eyeshadow today.
ubber fun!!
especially the mixing of the different coloured micas to give a nicer hue of blue or whatnot.
and the compressing part quite hilarious le.
lol!
first time gf did it, the whole powder just poof up and flew everywhere and we were giggling quite loudly la.
(i think the whole lab people thought we were crazy, hah!)

making eyeshadow is super easy and cheap la!
just the the compressing part is a little troublesome and requires some skill to do it well.

dinner was at mac.
been a long time since i last ate.
we had mcwings (yums!!), double cheeseburger & mcspicy.
mayo + garlic chilli = love
use it with mcwings, gosh, drools.
:)

anyway, we walked around a little.
and i saw a super cute eeyore!!!!
i like the bigger version but house no place to put it so i think when i got the time, im going to buy the medium size one.
hees.

not to forget, im getting the pink monster too!!
i feel like a kid now.
hahaha.

PS: i saw the sunset - deep orange in color, spread across the sky. amazing.
PPS: how can you not recognise my voice, ='(


got a sms from momo, rushed down to CGH after i called back to reconfirm.
on the way there, a girl got fits and fainted in the train.
created a commotion and this is my first time witnessing such a thing.

i conclude im not a warm&friendly&automatic girl.
because i just stood there and went O.O

so back to why i was rushing to hospital, greatgrandma got problem breathing plus she got pneumonia.
condition quite critical.
so yup, rushed to simei and then cabbed in.

and the taxi uncle thought it was lame to cab in because the hospital is quite near - about 3 bus stops away.
not really my fault right because i'm a westsider.
cab fare was $3.20.
hahs!

went up and saw quite a number of people were already there.
wheezing sounds can be heard and she took great pain and effort to breathe in air.

so yup, we decided not to do any medical intervention to her current situation.
doctor advised that since she is so old, it is better not to do any invasive operation.
and not to 'torture' her anymore, just let her go.

we just stood there, looked at her, went in and out of the wards and with that amount of members present, we occupied the whole lounge area.
and we were relatively noisy.
:X

oh oh, i watched iron man with smelly pork!
tony stark is a genius, with his suit, he is DAMN sexy.
all metal, sleek and fitting and the technology.
yums.

i kinda conclude that to be a superhero, you need to be rich!
no?
:D


suddenly got an urge to change my blog again.
maybe due to the fact that these few days, this blog been quite gloomy with all the university issues and what to do in the future.

it isn't really the time walk a step and see a step (literally translate from chinese: zou yi bu, kan yi bu)

well, time to lighten the mood here.

one good news, i'm stopping the chinese medication!
hurhurs.
i know, no determination and blah blah.
truth is, i can't stand being tempted and not being about to savour them make me so grumpy and everything.
then i'll rant at pork.

LOL!

what i will do is i'll cut down on all the harmful food.
try to take lesser of them.

god, i'm weak.
barely a week, and i'd lost to all the great yummy food.
well, what to do.
so, soon i can have tomyum again!

teehees.

NOTE: update on link - havaianas slippers for sale. (:
so, please patronize this webbie!


my dream came true, partially true.
nus letter came (this came true) but i got rejected.
yes, rejected.
it beats not knowing anything.


sigh.
even with the goodluck ______, it didn't work.
but i totally appreciate it.
hees.
and i like it too. :)
makes my heart stop beating and stomach to flutter.


girlfriend even change her msn nick for meee!!
tell me how many out there will do such a sweet stuff?
and, i'm smiling because i sort of prepare myself mentally.

now i need a permanent job as i'm thinking of just trying work for a year then apply again.
if still fail (omg), i'll crash sim and trash that place and rock the lecturers' socks.
i hope this is right - ditch sim and start work.
i get to save, spend & tour at the end of the year.
teeehees.


like what hl said, just think of the good points of not doing maths.
(:


the feeling of having more mooolah in my bank account makes me giddy with excitement.


i might not continue the medicine anymore because while im trying to strengthen my stomach, there are just too many food i got to abstain.
not being able to eat them and getting tempted at every other second is horrible.
i'm a glutton, and when i cannot eat, i feel piss.
rahhh!


so so so, shall see then.


to those who got into uni: congrats! & shoo aside please. and DO NOT attempt to show off because i'm skill at making voodoo dolls. (:


PS: in case you are that dumb/don't know me that well, just bang the wall i'm just joking. :D


.___.

it has barely been a week since i started on my medication.
and i had already break the rules a few times.

fries, chilli and coleslaw from botak jones.
banana and chocolate from the waffle stall at w4 canteen.
ate some chocolate that pork bought.

and im craving for tomyum now!!
in my situation now, i guess i will never be able to eat it.
not for at least a few weeks.
*sobs*

PS: the medication still sucks although i can glup it down within a minute. the taste is still horrible. ugh!


tagged by siti (:

1)At what age do u wish to marry?
say, around 27-29? as long as it is before the age of 30 and my the other half is verified to be rich enough to support me.

2)What you want the most now?
cure my stomach so that i can binge on all the fried/spicy/cold stuff. rah! &&& go home and sleep now because work started very early today. *yawns*
i'm greedy, gf said i can include both of what i want the most now. lol.

3)Who is the person you trust the most?
definitely not myself. im indecisive and at times, i make the most silliest mistakes. (actually, i got no idea because i don't ask myself such weird question.)

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
maybe...or not.

5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
open the mailbox and rip open the damn ntu envelope to see that im accepted in that frreaking school.

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yup, i saw before but i dont really bother about it.

7)What is your goal for this year?
*shrugs*
i don't really have a goal. my priority changes quite frequently.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
mmhs, i guess so.

9)if you're allowed to change a thing, just 1 thing in your life, what would it be?
cellulite-free body? smarter brain? have a rich parent and lead blair's life! muahahaha.

10)What feeling do you love the most?
being loved laaa, i think everyone wants this the most.

11)What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
look at specimen 1. (point to pork)

12)What feeling do you hate the most?
hungry + lack of sleep = grouchy me

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not really, only to people i think they deserve it.

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope, that is why i have so many eyecandies! =)

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
lead a happy life.

16)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
family & close friends & specimen 1.

17)Who's your best friend(s).
this sounds so primary school-ish.
you guys should know who you are. :))

18)Who cares for you the most?
family?closer friends?specimen 1.

19)Which date you like the most?
220208

20)why should i do this survey?
because i had been tagged and work is boring.


yays, im done.

went to toilet with gf with my temp staff card.
came out without it.
got a shock.
luckily, i remembered and ran back to get it.
else im in deep shit.
:/


now i think Dr. Chase is cute!
:)


finally i'm back to my gossip girl novel.
this time round, i get to venture even further to book 7: Nobody Does It Better unlike the previous few times where i got stuck at book 6 or way before book 6 and then leave it there and forget about the story.

that is the problem with forgetful people.
especially when it comes to storybooks.
hence, i like to buy everything and store it at home so i get to re-read it again if i like or need to.
same goes for harry potter.
:)

staying at home whole day doesn't necessary seems like a good thing.
been trying to keep my mouth busy by munching on stuff im only allowed to eat (actually there isn't much for me to eat), watching house and chatting with people online.
oh, not to worry, i did not forget about sim or ntu.

i think it is a mistake to reject nus nursing interview.
anyway, it is over, shall not brood over it too much.

in conclusion:
chatting with gf - makes me wanna ditch sim and accept ntu and at the same time take up sim and ignore about ntu.
chatting with madeline - she said go for interest, means ditch sim.
chatting with friendly giant - he asked me to think carefully, dont like dont take the course.
chatting with pork - he said prepare the documents for sim first, meanwhile wait a few more days for ntu. (which im lazy to prepare)

i guess i still got a few more days to decide.
and i need to go through the details from the attached documents if i really want to get my ass into sim.

currently, i really wont mind ditching sim and wait patiently for ntu.
and i'll work for a year.
earn some money and try again the next year.

i really dont know, sigh.


damn it!

my ntu interview was like a month odd ago and i hear no news from them at all!
called the admin office and she said not sure, it depends on how fast that department gives their results and then it will be sent out.
do they need so long to process my info?

im having very little confident that i'll get in.
how?

it is either i grit my teeth and hang on till end of june for that ntu letter.
and give up sim's offer.
if ntu letter fail to reach my doorstep, im doom.
doom spells work life.

or give up ntu letter. (anyway i don't even know it is coming or not)
and accept sim's offer, slog through all the mathematical symbols and graphs and every other bitter days of going to school only to see more maths stuff.
at the same time, praying hard that i will graduate.

it is either a yay or nay.
hmpf.

any advices you people wanna share with me??


mushroom quiche from delifrance is yummmmy.
definitely nicer as compared to the one starbucks is selling. (im sure they do sell it, right? cus i remember eating such thing)
i think it is ok for me to eat this right?
grins.

my harmless looking crocs is having fun munching at my feet.
got blisters while wearing them.
sigh, i should have anticipated that.

gf said they say crocs don't give blisters, ya right.
then how do they account for our blisters??
then i suggested that maybe we should provide free testing of footwear to brands to see are they really comfy to wear or not.
then we'll rate them, give comments and etc.
in return, we get those footwear for freeee.
hahaha.

sounds fun to me.

but most prolly we'll rate them badly cus whichever type of footwear we try, we will get blisters or somehow, some part of our feet will be in pain.

and so, my plan doesn't seem workable.
oh well.
*shrugs*

went to work quite early today.
stapled papers and sort them out and we are done for the day.
simple & easy.
and hence, im going to house now.

told you, i like house ((:
but dont worry, i like you even more.

it got a little crowded so we left after a few shots.

after sizzler, when i needed to shit and gotta find a toilet. lol! we took the lift up to the nicer toilets. feel more comfy to shit. haa.

PS toilet.

ok, this is obviously school's toilet. taken when we were bored of looking at the kids doing their experiments.

lastly, me standing outside the lab.

phew, im finally done with the pictures.

:D

yays!
caught the ufo today.
to be precise, we had 4 ufos.

hurhur.
:)

and gf got longchamp bag too.
now what am i going to get you?
pffft.
took me so much effort to stop you from getting it.
now, i need to think of what better stuff to get.
oh well, how about i get the guess bag and put in a zip for you?
specially tailor made for my gf.
lol!

still on my wishlist: swatch watch (practical), converse shoes (practical too), adidas hoodie jacket (cus i like, hahas. ok, fine. practical too, im intolerant to cold) and fossil wallet (this is really due to the fact that im in love with it, its prettttty)

ohoh, yesyes crocs flat? (because they look adorable and i can buy the clip thingy and clip onto it)

thank you for believing in me. *huggs :)


opened the mailbox and guess what i saw??
ta-daaah.

the envelope just tells me i got accepted and gotta pay more money in order to start my studies.
in case you are curious, it is business.
oh-so-not-my-forte business degree.
econs&maths&statistics&accounts & why not just prepare a coffin for me.
:)

maths totally suck please.
i know i know.
why did i even chose that, lol.
this is my plan B.
so where is plan A?
very good question.
*start pulling out my hair*

and good news, i just realized that i gotta response back by 17th may. *start pulling out even more hair*

and if ntu's letter comes after that day and after i make that bloody 4k plus payment, im gonna kick up a real big fuss bitch fit.

but according to ntu website, they will send out the acceptance letter in batches.
from the date 2nd may till 2nd june.
second acceptance offer starts on 10th june till 23rd june.

god, what am i suppose to do?
either heaven or hell, tell me, what am i suppose to do.

pork asked me to call and ask them everyday till i get an answer.
i think i will.
i can't hold out much longer, 14 days and still no letter, it is hell for the rest of my life.
*the remaining day for me to settle all the procedure

i bet you will say, since it is so torturous, just ignore the letter and wait for ntu one.
which i might.
hard to say.
i need to think properly.

maybe i will ignore sim letter, fuck it!

im a sad kid now.

'this is pretty lame'

'i think she likes lame'


sweat glands are working extra hard these few days.
the weather been terrible.
so so warm.
:(

someone hold me tight because any moment, im going to snip off all my hair.
ugh!

i guess the days where i got no work, just purely rotting at home.
it suck.
make me so weak and dizzy.
ok, i admit.
bad eating habits too.

on the other hand, i get to watch my house!
*whistles happily*
secretly, i think i like house too!
:D