finally i'm back to my gossip girl novel.
this time round, i get to venture even further to book 7: Nobody Does It Better unlike the previous few times where i got stuck at book 6 or way before book 6 and then leave it there and forget about the story.

that is the problem with forgetful people.
especially when it comes to storybooks.
hence, i like to buy everything and store it at home so i get to re-read it again if i like or need to.
same goes for harry potter.
:)

staying at home whole day doesn't necessary seems like a good thing.
been trying to keep my mouth busy by munching on stuff im only allowed to eat (actually there isn't much for me to eat), watching house and chatting with people online.
oh, not to worry, i did not forget about sim or ntu.

i think it is a mistake to reject nus nursing interview.
anyway, it is over, shall not brood over it too much.

in conclusion:
chatting with gf - makes me wanna ditch sim and accept ntu and at the same time take up sim and ignore about ntu.
chatting with madeline - she said go for interest, means ditch sim.
chatting with friendly giant - he asked me to think carefully, dont like dont take the course.
chatting with pork - he said prepare the documents for sim first, meanwhile wait a few more days for ntu. (which im lazy to prepare)

i guess i still got a few more days to decide.
and i need to go through the details from the attached documents if i really want to get my ass into sim.

currently, i really wont mind ditching sim and wait patiently for ntu.
and i'll work for a year.
earn some money and try again the next year.

i really dont know, sigh.