gosh, what had i gotten myself into?
*eeeks*

i actually agreed to playing in swsyouth.
._____.
this is bad.

what is worst is that i agreed to go the previous time too, but in the end, i sort of forgot about the thing.
fine, i chickened out because my skill is so bad now that i might as well join the juniors and play i want to hold your hand.

*kill me please*

question: is agreeing to play a bad bad move?

i have forgotten mostly the scales, notes that are on the ledger line and the flats and sharps.
oh, my 'half bucket full of water' rhythm.
:/

im screwed.

i need some crash course on how to play well and secure a tiny seat in that band.

PS: for people who are lagging behind, yes, my gf (eliza) is going to UQ to study. i'll rant about how much i miss her when my hormones are thriving and active. now my mind is currently blank and full of the swsyouth thingy.
PPS: i dont really love saturday.