i practiced for at least 3 hours, resting a little here and there.
and i swear, my thumb and index finger are in pain.

arrgh.

and the stupid rhythms are killing me.
simple yet, destructive because when i focus on the identifying the notes, i lost the rhythm.
pfft.
i spent most of my time trying to register the notes with the respective fingerings.
not to mention, the bridge keys too.

by the way, i didn't know the concert is a joint effort with tp's band.
.____.

at a certain point of time, i really feel like giving up everything.
like what is the point of doing this again.
porksgh said i should just give up on playing because im no longer interested in it anymore.
im just wasting time.
god, im fickle minded.

oh, and i rejected ___ interview.
don't ask why.
i need to re-think about what i'm going to do.

someone enlighten me please and show me the path.