this is so much harder than i expect it to be.

im not a strong girl.
not one to begin with.

if i pretend everything is ok and continue to be a cheery me, things will bound to repeat again.
actually im pretty sure it will happen again.
unless we trash things out.

im turing into a panda soon.
ugh!

"tolerate the imperfections and everthing will be perfect"

just nice, i caught this phrase on the tv.
last episode.